The Ups And Downs Of Healing

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TW: depression, rape and suicidal thoughts

I’m getting better. Or am I? Some days I’m getting by fine and don’t shed a tear. Some days I weep for hours until I get a headache. Sometimes the trauma that I’ve been through seems like it happened months or years ago. Sometimes it feels like just yesterday.

I wish I could forget his face or the things he said, or the things he did… But the…



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Alison Sparks

Alison Sparks


A writer and amateur adult content creator. 💕 My writing typically covers online sex work, sexuality and relationships.📚