I Don’t Need You/Please Hold Me

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I question everything about my feelings on men. What even is genuine, and what is some stupid trauma response that I developed? Do I really like him, or do I just want a father figure in my life? I don’t know. I’m confused.

Two years of therapy have done wonders, but there are still so many things to untangle. They’re like a yucky clump of hair in the shower drain — the more you pull out, the more comes out…

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Alison Sparks

Alison Sparks

A writer and amateur adult content creator. 💕 My writing typically covers online sex work, sexuality and relationships.📚