Jul 15Member-onlyPicking At Old WoundsTW: rape, flashbacks, PTSD I should be happy… Right? Only a week or two and my rapist will finally be questioned. Things are moving slow. Way too slow. It’s been almost a year since the rape itself until we got here. But we did. So… Now what? Not a day…Rape2 min readRape2 min read
Jun 6Member-onlyI’ve Missed Writing/I’m Writing AgainI’ve missed writing. I’ve missed it like the air I breathe, like the wind in my hair, like the fresh rain after a hot summer day. But still, I didn’t write. Why? I told myself that I was blocked. Told myself that no one cared, even though I kept gaining…Writing2 min readWriting2 min read
Published inErotic Fantasies·Feb 7Member-onlyHe Brings Out The Wildness In MeDoes your eyes ever meet someone else’s, and instantly you know that you’re going to fuck them sooner or later? I’ve had a couple of those moments in my life, one of them being just a couple of weeks ago. And it’s not always with the most conventionally attractive people…Erotica2 min readErotica2 min read
Jan 20Member-onlyRed Wine and Late Night BlowjobsHe never shuts up. Except for when I go down on him, and the only thing escaping his lips are moans. I guess, he’s hot. Otherwise, I wouldn’t be here, pressing my lips against the wine glass as I take a sip, and listen to him talk about work and…Erotic2 min readErotic2 min read
Oct 4, 2022Member-onlyBeing the Other Woman Is Not Worth ItI still remember my younger years when I didn’t care much about being the other woman. Or, should I say, the other girl? I first ended up in one of those messy situations at just fifteen. Then again at eighteen. …Cheating2 min readCheating2 min read
Aug 6, 2022Member-onlyHe Is My Safe SpaceWhat does it really mean to love someone? I feel like there must be as many versions of love as there are people because I’ve never loved two people the same way. Even romantic love can shine in so many different ways. …Love2 min readLove2 min read
Published inErotic Fantasies·Jul 16, 2022Member-onlyHe Fucks Me Better Than Anyone Else…I’m not lying when I say that I’ve never met anyone like him before. He is spontaneous, wild, sexual and somehow… safe and reliable. …Erotica3 min readErotica3 min read
Published inAge of Empathy·Jun 21, 2022Member-onlyBi the Way, I Don’t Really BelongI guess being a part of some community was always a big deal to me because I grew up as a complete outsider. I was heavily bullied for 9 years, and it certainly impacted my life in not so great ways. I must have realized that I was bisexual around…LGBTQ4 min readLGBTQ4 min read
Jun 10, 2022Member-onlyHomophobia in Latvia is still alive and kickingWhile I am proud to be Latvian, I’m embarrassed to see how homophobic this country is. As I walk down the street, I see a coach advertising people to vote for a natural family. A union between a man and a woman, they say, without realizing how truly homophobic and…Homophobia2 min readHomophobia2 min read
Jun 6, 2022Member-onlyThe Issue With Male Pleasure Centered PornLet me say this — I am sick of porn that centers around male pleasure while discarding female pleasure. Every video features a cumshot or a creampie while only a small fraction of them feature female orgasms. Why is that? Don’t get me wrong — I love porn, but finding…Porn2 min readPorn2 min read
